I'm sorry to hear of your mom's passing Zac. We've only met once or twice, but everyone I meet on this forum somehow feels like family. You and your family will be one more to add in my morning commute prayer session.
Hate the flying, just get there safe, and look after your Pop. You've both lost a/the cornerstone to your family.
I remember my mom's passing. When a parent or someone in your family that significant passes on, lots of things happen, and most are hard to deal with. There are good things though, all unexpected, that will force a smile through the tears. Focus on those things.
My sis was in charge of the music we played- I had a song in mind off of a Lyle Lovett recording, "Joshua Judges Ruth". She nixed it, but I wish she hadn't. Most folks wouldn't appreciate the humor.
Coronavirus life cycle is 2 weeks. If all humanity simultaneously will have sat home for 2 weeks the virus will be eliminated. Instead of having all those troubles for 1 year we just could sat home for 2 week and would not had all these troubles since then.
Heartfelt condolences. Mom's are the one person who love us more than anyone else on the planet I think. How'd she manage to bring you up so well? By your nature, I can tell she was surely a loving compassionate and fun loving lady.
Y'all are missing the humor. "We just need to admit the new human maximum age and move on." That's one of the funniest things I've read in a while. Geesh. Give the man some credit. He's a master at the dry humor.
I've lost a few this year myself, and won't bore or beg for sympathy for me. I'm doing fine between bouts of crippling depression and cardiac arrest level rage.
But that's just because I'm learning to fly a traction kite. The grief and loss stuff, I've got handled.
Seriously, hang in there. It doesn't get easier, but it does get less sharp over time. Or less often.
Sorry to hear of your loss, Zack. Spend good time with your family.
I'm also sorry to hear that your mom was yet another case of our hospitals mis-classifying the cause of death. I hope you and/or your father have the strength to continue to fight it, so at least there's some truth surrounding her passing.
Best to you and all of yours - may you draw strength from each other, and from the knowledge that she no longer suffers.